I went to Beales on Broadway Sat night.....drunk snuck up on me....made a fool of myself with one particular person....I will beat myself up on that for a week or more...I was raised to never forgive myself of my shortcomings and to feel humiliated and ashamed is thE most important....Of course, as Ive grown Ive learned otherwise but the old ways still haunt me. Shame on me for not being perfect or any where near it.